Dishonest:
Kpop is so artificial and all the dudes look like girls to me.
Honest: I am deeply uncomfortable that there is another definition of masculinity that doesn't involve gun slinging and beer chugging, and I can't understand the idea that Asian men can be desirable.
The real mystery to me is how the hell my coach knows every name of his more than 400 registered students that can choose to come RANDOMLY at any TIME AND DAY to training. AND manage to get it right every time, not even the assistant coaches do that. ππ»ππ»π