i think I lost my spark. I talk less, I keep to myself, I've mastered distance. I'm not angry, I'm not bitter. I just don't have the energy to show up like I used to. Somewhere along the way, I slipped into this I don't care phase.
I pray I marry a man who actually wants to be married. A man who isn't out here embarrassing the family we created.. I pray I marry an honest, hardworking, loving man. I pray he has morals, goals, and boundaries. even when things get tough between us he won't give up and tries >
Imagine someone waiting for you to finish everything you’re doing, not because they have to but because they want to spend time with you. It’s not even about doing anything special together, it’s just the thought that after a long day, someone chooses you as their peace.