three competing arguments against suicide from scifi video games:
Death Stranding - what if people cared about you
Pragmata - what if you had a daughter
Marathon - what if you wanted other people to suffer more than you hated being alive
My millennial version of "When I was a kid, we walked 10 miles in the snow to go to school" is that when I was a kid, if you wanted to watch an anime episode on YT, you could only watch it in like 8 min installments, in 360p, and it didn't even take up the whole screen.
My Daily Routine w ADHD:
-Wake Up
-Do Fucking Nothing For 5 hours
-Panic
-Do Stuff In A Panic for 1-2 hours
-Hyperfixate on doing one thing for 4 hours (the wrong thing)
-Existential Dread
-Make pact with myself to break out of this pattern tomorrow
-repeat pattern tomorrow
honestly once i get over my burnout, depression, creative block, doomscrolling addiction, tendency to over intellectualize & avoidant behaviors then you’ll see