I lost friends when I stopped partying , I lost friends when I grew up and realized what was toxic , I lost friends once I became the boring friend who just wanted to chill and not do stupid shit . I realized what I wanted in life , and because of that I lost " friends "
i lowkey be feeling horrible for not calling & checking up on people.. but then i realize the phone goes both ways & ain’t nobody checking up on me.
can’t explain how jealous i am of people who have a proper group of pals who go out n do stuff together n speak everyday, sounds pure sad but i acc speak to nobody anymore
it destroyed me when I realized my old “friends” didn’t love me like I loved them lol. like I was in love with them and they just liked me. my heart broke and I stopped socializing