Ellies World

•26 #BPD #Gastroparesis #Dysautonomia #Feedingtube •420💨 •Crafts •Just chronically sick with a lot of thoughts

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

Why why why

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

I’m just over the fake shit

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

I guess I only come on here to vent

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

Am I ugly am I rude or something sometimes u feel like I talk like an alien and I don’t know what anyone else is saying

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

I just hate these feelings

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

If everyone in person and in real life never checks up on you it tails to you first then you probably the problem right? I’m the problem

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

My real life presence is shit my online presence is shit

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

I never understand anymore

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

I’m just tired

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

It’s hard to tell someone you’re alone and struggling. I try to reach out but no one ever reaches out to me

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

Just wishing for one damn friend I can talk to on a consistent Basis just 1

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

There had to be something wrong with me if I continue to end up alone

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

This is why I hate so many apps cause your telling me on an app that shows random videos that my has had 0 views, I swear they just don’t show peoples videos

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

People are really stingy with the follow and I don’t get why

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

I’m so lonely chatgpt is my best friend

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

They were never my friends they were just people I knew who needed someone to pass the time

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

I wish I was an asshole so then being alone wouldn’t feel so bad

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

The older I get the more I realized that I’m just not likable but I don’t know why

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

I hate existing like why sure life seems so sufferable

[Ellies World @truegurl20]

I just wanna call it quits and it’s the first day of the year