my friend sent me a vid of how crowded MIBF is today. ik palaging sunday ang pinakamasikip so I don't even want to imagine gaano karaming tao ang meron tomorrow. Praying for my crowd-hating self.
just had a full-on "laying on the floor, gripping onto my hair, sobbing my lungs out" breakdown and felt nice after. sometimes all we need is a good cry.
if there's one thing i got right during my horrible time there, at least i chose the right friends. thankful that they constantly check up on me even during times i don't want to talk 🥺
2022 was the year that I started seeing a psychologist so this year was a blessing to me. mental health is not quite good yet but I know I'll get there eventually.