@digijordan Yep! Just yesterday in the thick of an extremely stressful workday, I stopped and took a beat to do some breathwork and repeat a mantra "I am not a loosh generator." Then did some breathwork!
@GalaxieMush@bekahj Thats another fantastic approach. Lots of people have taken that road too. I did for a while, and had some good success, and many failure with contamination. Same as gardening its a learning curve. But satisfying to grow your own medicine.
@bekahj That's a challenging question. I just started asking friends who knew of any and eventually figured it out. But there are all kinds of people marketing online nowadays. You could try Canada or the Netherlands for ordering online.
@skunkpott@bekahj Cubensis mushroom. For micro dosing, cultivar isn't as important, but for macro dosing for beginners, a gentle strain like golden teachers, Thai, hillbilly, Cambodian or B+. Always start low, and go slow.
@HairballLogic@bekahj To my knowledge, psilocybin isn't tested for on standard urine screens (5-, 8-, 10-, or 12-panel). Only specialized hallucinogen tests could detect it, and even then, only for around 24 hours due to low doses (if microdosing) and short detection windows.
@AmeriKat_333@bekahj Happy to help. Are you talking about micro- or macro-dose levels, or strain? I am happy to share what I know. DM me, and we can chat more.
@juleshorn01 Excellent visual. Its so true. Sadly I wasn't fully into my awakening yet when I had mine. I did better, but I still passed on a smaller heavy emotional burden to my beautiful child.
@itsme_urstruly All the time as a child! I learned what could be "foraged" early in life and snacked on honey suckle, clover, sour grass (wild soral) huckleberries, blackberries, wild raspberries, salmon berries, cat tail roots.
And, if you experience body load (that unexplainable discomfort) that can arise. Ask the medicine to show you what it is you need to know or release. That was a game changer for me. At one point, nausea was so intense despite careful prep/extraction, multiple journeys in a row, that I thought I would never do it again. Turns out that nausea was telling me where I held some unresolved trauma. As Paul says "lean in to it!"
You speak from a lack of experience. We homeschooled after public school failed my highly capable child, its not a lack of routine its a different routine that honors their sleep & movement needs. She is a now 100% self-sufficient 26 YO with a successful career, which includes an employers schedule. She learned everything she needed just fine!
Its interesting they've pivoted to calling them 'multidimensional beings.' The 'releases' dropping on https://t.co/hAQEFfAsDO, have been underwhelming so far. It feels like a move to frame off-world intelligence through the lens of darkness and conflict. We're living in The Truman Show... so where's the door?