that's why I kinda think we're not only the love we give, but also the love we receive and its capacity to mold us.
did I deserve all that? idk... TT but I feel beyond grateful, and all that's left is to be and do as much good as I can
when I broke my toe, a friend's mom brought me pasta to the hospital so I could eat and she waited till I finished it all. I think abt that when I'm sad, and then cry
it hits even harder bc, during that time, i was struggling even more with food, and I'd feel this unshakable guilt over everything I ate. so knowing it came from such a place of care and love made it lighter, yk. i remember that, and then sob