“It’s not how much you love someone that should encourage you to get married; it helps and is necessary, but it’s when you know you can’t live without the person you love that you know it’s right.”
Today i found all the paperwork from when i filed for a PO against an ex. i read all of the evidence i provided for the first time since 2019. all i can say is;
Hindsight is always 20/20
i’m thankful my mom encouraged me to get a PO
And i’m thankful for the judge who granted it
Asking my bf if he knows how i put on makeup and what i use and this is how it went: “i know you start with like the red stuff in your cheeks… and then… i don’t know, you do other stuff, and then you’re even more pretty? I don’t know!!!”
@Maddison_N_ It’s been about 4 years now since I’ve been fully out of my situation, and the anger has finally gone away but I’m still bitter. Like why did i deserve to go through that kinda bitter. And the anxiety response to the trauma still has yet to dissipate…
i still think about that one time my ex randomly made a spur of the moment decision to visit Peru for a week -alone- with only 10 days to prepare… don’t even know if he actually went to Peru or if it was another lie 🤷🏼♀️😅🤣
@lilscorpion666 Yeah like 4 or 5 years ago my ex texted me while he was at work saying he was taking a spur of the moment trip to Peru when he got home 🤷🏼♀️🤣 he left a day after he got home from work and was gone for a week
Just so done with everything… constantly messing everything up, no time to get anything done, as soon as i make money it goes to bills or fixing my vehicle, never get enough sleep cause everyone needs something from me…