༺alex༻

edtwt 🇫🇮• bi | bpd | autistic | 20 | she/her

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

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[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

@OlanzapineZ Sama fr!

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

Shat so much i had to flush the toilet in between

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

I am so bloated all day everyday for no reason ( i have ibd )

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

I’m in a weird state of not caring about my body and eating but aldo caring a lot

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

Hitting 10 k steps todays

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

Still at the ward

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

Good morning🌸 legs

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

There is nothing to do at a psych ward fr

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why is everyone so fat?

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

Bc
Idk if i’ve lost weight since coming here

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

They moved me to another unit at the psych ward for longer treatment

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

why am i farting so much

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

good morning🌸

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

7700 steps today at the ward not bad

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

Ripped open a can and tried to hurt myself but IT WAS NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

I MISS THIS

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

So far so good en oo tehny mitää

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

Bf just left and i took a shower. It was so nice to see my bby

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

healing

[༺alex༻ @twilightbloomm]

I used to be so skinny