It makes me genuinely sick to my stomach to think of the millions of trans people throughout history and today who will live and die without even being able to put a name to what they're feeling, let alone being able to transition. It keeps me alive, if I'm being honest.
Passing tip for trans guys: Go outside, look at most average cis dudes around you. Copy that. How average guy looks varies depending on region and culture, white guy passing tips won't be universal.
Also the longer you are on testosterone the more you can pass with gay drip.