I can’t stop stealing protein bars and then eating 2-4 a day oh my god I love protein bars why are they so yummy and chewy and heavenly. regular chocolate doesn’t hit as hard and no one will take away my cinnamon bun barebells.
staring at all my 90c yogurt and 100c snack bars and instant oatmeal that’ll rot away in my pantry bc every day my intake is unpredictable and im too nervous to eat them
I forget that non disordered people highkey hate ppl with eds 😭 like
"oh you're anorexic? HAHA watch me eat this burger skeleton bitch!"
"oh you have BED? ew just stop eating fat hoe!"
get a grip; this is not how you should be treating ppl with mental illness 💀
I want to go back to my lw then maintain, to finally stop feeling uncomfortable in my own body, get recognition from the healthcare, and get back to the weight I was when I was my happiest and felt most alive