AHH I miss you guys. The crave to stream has been very real recently. And Im feeling it especially today on my 21st birthday.
I wish I could dress up, play some games and hang out with you guys tonight. It was always so fun having you guys to celebrate with. But in the meantime
Eventually I think the best coping mechanism is a hobby. Your interests will always nurse you back to joy. Reading, writing, playing a sport - find something that brings joy, then spend enough time nurturing it. Rely on it to always help you find your way back.