Anyone else keep feeling Liam’s death in waves? One minute I’m broken, the next I’m numb, the next I’m disassociating as if this isn’t real, then back to being broken.
remember the tumblr post that was like one day you’ll be 50 and driving and the radio will announce a one direction member has died so you pull over… yeah that wasn’t supposed to be now
its so weird coming from a place where i grew up with one direction and always look back to those days with love but also the fact that he was an awful person all this time there are many mixed feelings rn
it’s hard to describe how I’m feeling right now it’s been horrible to hear about all of the things he did but one direction was such a special part of my life that I will always be grateful for emotions are complex