@akechistism What a tough decision to make, I'm so sorry :( My condolences to you and the family. Take all the time you need to grief and remember the good times, you don't owe us any updates until you feel ready. ๐
@slime_machine i remember going to the kh world tour in 2017 and i was shocked that yoko shimomura went on stage and began to play the dream eater minigame song through an iphone speaker for the duration of the entire concert
Existing in an ADHD body is a relentless, 24/7 scavenger hunt for dopamine. I am never just 'sitting.' I am simultaneously bouncing my leg at Mach 2, destroying the inside of my cheek, sipping a beverage strictly for 'mouth entertainment,' and skipping 47 consecutive songs on Spotify because none of them contain the exact sequence of noises required to scratch the invisible itch in my brain. It's not 'nervous energy' โ it's manual life support
Undiagnosed or unmedicated/unmanaged ADHD is saying "Tomorrow will be the day I'll finally get up, do the stuff that needs to be done, and start living my life to its fullest" and you unironically believe it every time until you look up one day and realise you are 30