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normal woman's personal diary | adult in my 20s

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I love chocolate I almost cried because of how much I love chocolate

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Trying to download some good epubs to my ipad what is everyone's favorite novel I will put it in my queue to read

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Pathetic yogurt breakfast at nearly 2pm

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Jumpscared while showering I forgot she was in the backyard Ou

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@calwhoric Aww precious what's his name

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I have to pretend to be a normal person for the next like week I hope I can Do that

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I don't even have a bad family history with mental illness my parents just had me when they were 50 so I was the super brain damage baby

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And with schizophrenia I feel like I'm too aware of everything unless everyone is lying to me or trying to placate me in some way. I feel closer with ocd or maybe ppd but I'm not the professional here Whatever

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How come it's male psychs that say I have paranoid schizophrenia and female psychs that say I have bpd ONLY

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I feel like both are inaccurate but especially bpd because I don't feel strong bonds with people at all most of my stronger feelings are put toward structures and ideas that scare me and not individuals I feel like it's a very personal disorder

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@ghostivyleaves Omg raye

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@hungry_b0nes @J4ydal3na @angelcakecals Me too like what a hill to die on

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@J4ydal3na @angelcakecals @hungry_b0nes Guy that likes hitler would probably deny the amount of Jews that died of course it happened but their whole memo is saying everything is some Jewish propaganda. And yeah people didn't know about noticing you don't see people randomly adding numbers to things for the lols

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@thelastmackerel :( no

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@J4ydal3na @angelcakecals @hungry_b0nes No it's not?? Most people didn't even know the noticing thing was antisemitic because it sounds so generic she just straight up said it didn't happen and added a very specific number. The guy has a Hitler profile picture of course he would find that funny

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@J4ydal3na @angelcakecals @hungry_b0nes She's laughing with him 271 is a Holocaust denial thing

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@thelastmackerel Aw yayy they're fun to make and edit

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I might make another one of those while I'm on my trip does anyone want that at all

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@thelastmackerel Yes😁😁

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Pesto chicken sausage gnocchi ok?

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Making up for my flop yesterday 1 full hour before bed I hope I'm Alive tomorrow

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@Lylylimia With the little plastic food aw