i’m forever jealous of people who are not sensitive, who don’t take things seriously, who don’t panic, who know how to ignore, who don’t waste their time in overthinking, who don’t have attachment issues, these people are the most blessed ones whom i always envy
my dad refuses to ask if i want to watch dr who is a normal way. today he didn’t even ask: he just looked at me and said “i want to go see david now” then walked up the stairs