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21, they/them

[v @vmustd13]

i should just kms

[v @vmustd13]

breakfast

[v @vmustd13]

yay

[v @vmustd13]

@grubgubs teşekkürleeeer

[v @vmustd13]

bugün benim doğum günüm. bu yüzden istediğim kadar pasta yiyeceğim😭😭😭 ve mutlu olacağım😭😭😭 21 oldum😭😭😭

[v @vmustd13]

@Ayca08409955900 evet merb

[v @vmustd13]

@LeCalorbusier ben de aranızda yer almaktan mutluluk duyarı 😔💝

[v @vmustd13]

@coldbbycae hayır fark etmedi😭😭😭 bahsetmemeye özen gösteriyorum hatta. ve iyi değil bence

[v @vmustd13]

@coldbbycae benim doktorum her dozu arttırırken kilo vermene de yardım eder diye yazıyor😭

[v @vmustd13]

i have decided to go on a liquid diet. so far so good

[v @vmustd13]

weighing myself was a mistake🩵 i've literally been trying to recover but now i don't want that cuz i feel disgusting

[v @vmustd13]

i have like. 85 liras for the rest of the month
im sooooo responsible with money woah

[v @vmustd13]

just ate a slice of lemon cheesecake with my bare hands. i feel disgusting and pathetic. and i want to throw up. i also need to take a shower but i don't have the energy to do so but if i don't take a shower today my roommate will think i'm disgusting. i hate life

[v @vmustd13]

@editiraf 😔☝🏻

[v @vmustd13]

okay so pickles wrapped in smoked turkey slices kinda rules

[v @vmustd13]

i can't postpone my dreams. i'm the only one that can make them come true. so even if my vision is blurry, i will push through. i don't want to be stuck in this body

[v @vmustd13]

im so hungry but i don't want to start my fast all over again. i don't want to lose control, i don't want to quit when things get hard

[v @vmustd13]

i'm violently shaking rn
i hope eating something helps

[v @vmustd13]

i don't have a scale so i won't be able to weigh myself at the end of my fast💔