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20yrs ☆ he/him ☆ hw: 76kg cw: 50kg ☆ ugw: 44kg

[vi ☆ @void_xxvx]

#edtwt / #shtwt intro redo !!
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⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡ ⋆ vidian ⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡ ⋆
⋆☆⋆ he/him
⋆☆⋆ 20 yrs old
⋆☆⋆ dx'd ednos
⋆☆⋆ mostly rt + shed thoughts

♡ for moots ! ⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡ ⋆

[VAL @syc0phant__]

What shows up when you’re being assaulted but you have a dissociative disorder

[girlie ౨ৎ @girliefailure]

i wish people who didn’t understand eds wouldn’t speak on them. we know it’s not a diet

eating disorders are a mental illness often caused by sexual abuse or a need for control rather than vanity. eating “healthy” will not prevent an eating disorder if you’re not mentally stable

[cassie 🧃🧃 @thepinkhour]

i never use ai to count my cals, when in doubt my go-to is neurodivergent redditors 🫡

[alice @rottentoo]

an empty stomach feels so clean to me i cant even explain why but like i will never feel clean enough after eating

[vi ☆ @void_xxvx]

@harper033_ "you do not menstruate and you cannot become pregnant" so does that mean infertile women and those who have gone thru menopause aren't women?? she needs a reality check oml i'm so sorry this is disgusting to say to your child

[vi ☆ @void_xxvx]

@HUNTxxERIS my partner and i are long distance so that probably helps a lot but even when we see each other irl i just hide the worst of it and they never try to question why i don't take off certain clothes, tbh i think he doesn't wanna be too invasive or pressure me. he does know i

[vi ☆ @void_xxvx]

@sanriowoke no literally when i look at pics of me before i got my navel pierced vs after it literally looks like there's a noticeable weight difference but there's not ToT it tricks ur eyes it's so peak

[mars ⋮ edtwt @diqitalsoul]

being forced to finish my whole plate when I was little really did something to me

[vi ☆ @void_xxvx]

i hate how with a restrictive ed, eating literally anything feels like a binge. i had a mango, three rice cakes, and a fiber one bar today and while i KNOW it's well below even my tdee i legitimately feel like i consumed the caloric equivalent of the fucking titanic

[vi ☆ @void_xxvx]

@dolletesdiary hell yeah do what u wanna bro ignore the ppl being dicks about it

[ℒ𝒾𝓈𝒶 ᥫ᭡. @Lsh_dt17]

@r0ckstar4ngel everything is because of your ed unless proven otherwise

[vi ☆ @void_xxvx]

@stickerspo late asf but ur literally so pretty and ur fit is so cool!!

[vi ☆ @void_xxvx]

@annahrexic 1. trauma from childhood/adolescent abuse and SA largely contributed; i feel like if i lose enough then i won't be in the "same" body i was abused in

2. (i don't have much to say for 3) intensive therapy/EMDR tbh i think if i wasn't so traumatized i wouldn't have anorexia at all

[TheDarkDuchess @TheDarkDuchesss]

Its crazy how you can be a mostly functional child despite the endless abuse you faced and then you hit between 18 and your 20s and suddenly your body and mind are like "Heyyy so tutorial over and now you're going to become crippled from all that survival and trauma, good luck!"

[vi ☆ @void_xxvx]

@spidergshedtwt HELL YEAHHHH

[vi ☆ @void_xxvx]

@thintechgodhead @YAOIPATHIC literally they pulled that statement from their ass. i did sex work starting at age 17 and it went on for over two years (most of it non-consensual). i wasn't OUT as trans and had to call myself a woman for my own safety and that plays a big fucking part in those "statistics" imo

[vi ☆ @void_xxvx]

@a4nb7f40l2nga @bitethatscars you're so fucking funny

[vi ☆ @void_xxvx]

how it feels working a 9hr shift on four hours of sleep with chronic pain while ur body's trying to heal several deep cuts on a 400cal daily intake