Then why don’t you put it to the test? I’m a fast learner..~
( she could tell he was playing games, but she was willing to keep pushing to see how far he’d go with it. It was rather amusing to her. )
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Oh I’m very much aware of your
work ethic but I need to see it
with my very own eyes. Until
then I cannot testify on that matter.
[ Every word of his was chosen carefully. Trying to keep his demeanor up as he was sneakily already playing his game with her. ]
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I’d hope it would show I’m a dedicated student.
(She couldn’t help but let out a soft laugh, her eyes giving off a playful little twinkle. It seemed that he’d pulled back out all sorts of emotions that she’d kept under wraps for far too long. )
( with that finger dipping under the hem of her dress, her attention was on him and him alone. For a moment she had forgotten to breathe until lips stole a kiss from her.)
You have my complete and undivided attention. If my work ethic has spoken at all for me,
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[ His finger hooked into the top of her dress. Pulling it slightly up towards him as his gaze focuses on her eyes. ]
I think I can teach you. But only
if you can keep your attention
on me and the subject.
[ Stealing a quick kiss from her lips. ]
I cannot stand it +
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… i mean it. i wouldn’t be here if i didn’t.
( her words were firm.. yet soft, clearly affected by the undivided attention that the sinner was giving to her. her heart raced with each delicate kiss.. and a shiver ran down her spine with the nail trailing slowly down her spine
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You mean it…? That really puts me
into an easy position. With you…
[ Every kiss against her skin was one of warmth. Feeling how her skin heated up against his lips the minute contact established. The way her pulse seemed to quicken upon any sort of affection she +
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( her voice was soft .. head resting against the pillow in front of her when his lips wandered against her skin. she was more than happy to let him take charge and lead the way. )
i’m yours, rerir… you don’t have to want me when you have me..
( was this truly how love felt? she really didn’t know … but if the sinner- who had felt it before- was saying it … then perhaps it was. and she couldn’t help but feel the same. )
.. if this is how love feels… then i love you too..~
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[ His gaze moved towards her slightly swollen lips. Inner thoughts telling him to move for another, yet bringing his gaze up to her own firstly. Thumb slowly brushing against the corner of her lips before stroking her cheek with care. ]
I love you.
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and as rerir pulled back, she almost chased, craving more.. but stopped herself to open her eyes instead, breaths coming quickly from slightly swollen lips. the hand in his hair stroked through the strands slowly, unconsciously making sure he wasn’t an imagination )
( and that was exactly what they were experiencing … normality. something they’d both been missing for so long. kept away from them. but finally, they had found it within each other.
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[ One cannot fathom the idea of what these two must have felt after so many years of being deprived of something so human. And what they shared now, made them feel exactly like that. 𝗡𝗼𝗿𝗺𝗮𝗹. With no one denouncing the other of being something less for their +
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he’d overtaken all her senses.. with her other hand pinned down by his own, fingers tangled together like they belonged, breaths mixing, soft sounds escaping right against rerir’s own lips.. perhaps becoming his disciple instead wasn’t such a bad idea anymore. )
( never in all her years had she ever expected to be in this situation .. yet there was bothered she’d rather be in this moment. for the first time in a long time, she let herself feel .. and for another sinner, no less.
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[ His eyes would slowly shut closed once her own did. His mind slowly filling with her as every kiss fueled that new fire that was burning for her. To feel her hand entangle into his hair as his right palm slowly pressed her free hand down, fingers slowly intertwining +
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there was no escape from this … not that she even wanted to escape in the first place, as she chased the feeling instead.. this was exactly where she wanted to be. )
( everything was so much easier with him moving closer, watching him with soft eyes .. only for hers to close the moments lips pressed against hers. that was the moment she truly melted, a hand freeing itself from under her to loosely entangle in his hair.
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[ As cruel as he once was, even he knew the limits. His hand holding her in a difficult angle, shifting forward to move his own face slightly on front of her own. Head tilting slightly sideways as he heard those words. ]
𝗜 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 +
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( her voice was barely a whisper between them, something flickering in her eyes. was it want? want for the man above her, trapping her between himself and the mattress below .. )
( the angle wasn’t easy, her neck turned almost to it’s limit- but she held his gaze, their faces softening close she could feel his breath on her skin. what could possibly make this more memorable..? there was only one answer in her mind. )
… 𝘳𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘳… 𝘬𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘮𝘦.
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her gaze directly at him. Thumb running against it. Almost as if he was hinting or waiting for something. ]
Has it…? Is there a way to make it
better? More memorable…?
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( with such a confession, her resolve shattered, replaced with a softness yet to have been witnessed by anyone else, eyes softening, that smile finally forming, a light warmth to her cheeks )
… and i, you. but i think this massage has helped immensely..~
( at his words, the cracks in her composure started to show. a slight twitch to the corner of her lips.. a hitch in her breath. the signs were all there )
he became a monster of his own making. i… would like to become something better.
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that.
[ Though his stomach started to hurt, but in a good way. Butterflies upon her words. He hadn’t felt such in so long. ]
…𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗼𝗼. I fancy you too much.
And this massage isn’t helping
my case very much.
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( her gaze almost wavers with the work of his thumbs, the weight making ever so slightly harder to breathe .. yet she stood firm. listening. )
i fear you’ve read me like a book, rerir. you’re right. i cut off my emotions .. i was taught that emotions were weakness. yet …
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[ Thumbs slowly rubbed against her shoulder blades as his weight slowly transfers through his palms against her. Taking in every second of her unique hues. ]
What I see is strength. Resolve.
But also someone soft beneath
all that. Someone that was cutting
themselves +
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