have any of you ever been so horrifically mentally unwell that you constantly switch between wanting to tell nobody ab how bad it is and wanting to beg someone for literally any kind if help💀
had sex: ✅
faked id: ❌️
had a bf/gf: ✅
gotten high: ✅
had alcohol: ✅
failed a class: ❌
gone to the club: ✅
smoked/vaped: ✅️
kissed someone: ✅
gotten detention: ❌
kicked from class: ❌
cheated on a test: ✅
snuck out the house: ❌
I have 32mg of clonazepam in me, 4 glasses of wine and more wine on the way, there's one moot I dont wanna @ in case they'd be uncomfortable but I know they'd get me
I took 12 mg clonazepam and waited 45 minutes... Nothing !!!
I take 10 more mg cuz IM NOT PLAYING and 5 minutes later boom I'm melting into myself from the first 12
That was 5 mins ago, I'm ngl I'm probably taking more later or drinking
not mad. just disappointed bc i told you multiple times how i feel about those things and you still choose to do the things i told you that affect me most.