I confuse ppl. I have a happy personality and a sad soul. I’m bold but shy. I love deeply, but sometimes feel heartless. I’m healing and hurting at the same time. I’m dedicated to growth, but I self sabotage. I’m trying to find peace within a lifetime of contradictions.
no bc it’s like once you realize your worth and how so many people do not deserve such intimate access to you, you really close off. like i really refuse to entertain anyone without a wholesome heart. there are some genuine sweet humans out there & it’s like… find me. please.