@skyeisfat Exactly!! It’s like my first thought everyday, like even the milestones I was excited for that I’ve reached now mean nothing
It’s so dumb
Frick my stupid baka life
Did anyone else w a high sw ever hit their original gw and just feel nothing??
I started at 200lbs and my gw at that time was 150lbs, I’m here and I lowkey feel worse
Like I genuinely have never hated myself and body more dude
Guys I’m tweeking bc idk if I want to LOOK like Malevola or I need her to do the most disgusting, vile, disrespectful, abhorrent, nasty, cruel things to me…
Clawing at the bars of my enclosure rn bc I NEED TO LOOK LIKE THIS NOEWWWW
I’m doing boot camp exercises starting tomorrow I’m not playing
#fitspo#edtwt
Aaaa!! Guys I’m so excited I’m only 12 pounds away from being ‘normal’ on the bmi chart!!
This is a huge win for me as I’ve been obese class 1&2 most of my life AAAAAAAAA
#edtwt
I need to be honest
The only reason I started working out and stayed consistent is bc for the first 5 weeks I was smoking copious amounts of weed
Then I just did it bc I wanted to