why doesn't anyone treat me with respect
why do my friends not care about me like i care about them
why am i the one that always gets the shitty treatment
im genuinely so upset and i cant even cry about it bc my family just got home and my dads probably gonna come in and talk to me and hes probably going to just insult my room being a mess and i cant deal with it i dont want to deal with anything ever again
i cant do this i dont want to be here anymore my life is so fucking miserable and i feel like a big baby for it
im already depressed and now i have to deal with all of these difficulties being shot at me all at once and i cant take it
i just started working at my new job and i absolutely hate it so much
i barely have any free time now because i have to balance a job and school
and when i turn 18 im going to start having to pay rent to my dad and im going to have to worry abt my car payments and tuition
i cant
i feel so shitty genuinely like so bad
i dont want to be here anymore i feel like im going to explode
im so fucking lonely and none of my friends care about me