imad

digital diary

[imad @vvmprr]

My sadness channels through my fingers, to my instruments

[imad @vvmprr]

Thin line between being wise and talking straight nonsense

[imad @vvmprr]

I sigh as they pass through me
I'd die if they leave, surely
I cry and ask the new me
Do i lie or should i tell truly?

[imad @vvmprr]

I can still feel them around me, the ghosts you said need your help
You're gone but somehow they're still here, they're pushing my keys off the shelf
I tell them that i hate the taste of my medicine, and that i dont need it
they remind me of a promise i made before, gotta keep it

[imad @vvmprr]

A mid confession hiccup, and a tear to hide the hunger

[imad @vvmprr]

Bleach is on a generational run rn

[imad @vvmprr]

Textint isn't fun when they leave u hanging mid convo and not even tell u they're gonna disappear, you don't know whether the conversation is over, you're left waiting, it can feel inconsiderate, it creates an imbalance, it can make you feel less important.

[imad @vvmprr]

It's karah u dumass

[imad @vvmprr]

Kara's nice

[imad @vvmprr]

i understand perspective soo well that I end up erasing my own valid anger

[imad @vvmprr]

Kara's nice

[imad @vvmprr]

Lately I've been stopping myself from avoiding remembering nostalgic memories, or listening to nostalgic songs, it makes me relive certain moments that i need to go through again, and also makes me appreciate the current moments because someday I'll reminisce about em.

[imad @vvmprr]

I think people should at a certain point in their life ask themselves if they have ever broken someone's spirit without noticing, if they ever left a deep scar that they wouldn't forget nor heal, but instead all people worry about is the effect done to them.

[imad @vvmprr]

Might get back to drawing i have some mind-blowing ideas

[imad @vvmprr]

Last thing you ever wanna go through is realizing there's no limit to how pain can increase, amidst the realization you still have to somehow pull a deep breath and not fuck up your lungs too, while nothing around you is of use to hold on to, and nobody's around to keep you awake

[imad @vvmprr]

I hate when she asks me to get some air and it starts feeling like a dog run
Like I'm doing someone else a favor anf getting back none
Staying away from society is all i ever wanted since day one

[imad @vvmprr]

Times where having someone to vent to actually meant something
Now i don't even recognize who's real and who's just looking for something
And don' tell me it's nothing
Cuz I'm tired of being made feel like I'm crazy this feeling is disgusting

[imad @vvmprr]

And I'm tired of lying to my mome and telling her I'm bound to meet someone
Because being honest i don't think i should expect some more
Laying low and taking it slow is all i could do right now

[imad @vvmprr]

أمنتك قلبي
ما يبيني يبيك!

[imad @vvmprr]

every night fucks every day up
every day patches the night up

[imad @vvmprr]

How many times does it turn
I got my guts right on display
Now spit your venom, and look alive
I could tell they're looking because it burns

[imad @vvmprr]

I feel like there's a big chunk missing and i can't seem to fill this gap up