veronika ferrell

where'ssss myyy supersuuit

[veronika ferrell @vweeeb]

@jared7_13 not too late to delete this <3

[veronika ferrell @vweeeb]

@hnnhkye not too late to delete this 🤝🏽

[veronika ferrell @vweeeb]

can’t wait to see the look on my nail tech’s face when i tell her about the past few months 🤭

[Bobby Caldwell @bobbycaldwell]

Bobby passed away here at home. I held him tight in my arms as he left us. I am forever heartbroken. Thanks to all of you for your many prayers over the years. He had been "FLOXED," it took his health over the last 6 years and 2 months. Rest with God, my Love. -Mary Caldwell

[veronika ferrell @vweeeb]

again, may this act as a sign for victims of SA or current toxic circumstances to start your process of healing. whatever that may be.

thank you for listening <3

[veronika ferrell @vweeeb]

today being his birthday, i unfortunately have had to be reminded that this event happened. however, what i’ve realized is that regardless (his birthday, the date anniversary, etc.), this will never erase the event. that night. how i felt, or how i continue to feel.

[veronika ferrell @vweeeb]

i always thought about how scared he would be for me to tell my story.

so surprise, motherfucker! i didn’t feel the need to name you, but you’ll know who you are :’)

may this thread find you, & i hope you continue to live w the effects of your consistent shitty actions.

[veronika ferrell @vweeeb]

after much thinking, i contacted one of the them, & i asked to talk. playing phone tag back & forth, i took it as a sign that they were not ready to talk to me about things. i respected those wishes, and that’s where the story stopped for most people.

except for me.

[veronika ferrell @vweeeb]

tw: SA

yesterday, after checking through & sorting my calendar, i stumbled upon a specific detail that i thought had been erased from my phone. unfortunately, my calendar reminded me of the fact that my first ab*ser’s birthday was in fact today.

[veronika ferrell @vweeeb]

i had no idea how to feel or what to say. i hadn’t talked to him in 5 months, but for some reason i still felt close to him. both proximity but also life-wise. yet, unlike other people, i also had a story to tell. one that had been suppressed & disregarded. it was time.