@kb_rehman The human experience doesn't have enough to offer without Yvonne :(
Yvonne, I still dream of spending time with you again
I feel unanimated without u
Redeeming myself to u is the only thing I could really care about anymore&it feels hopeless
This puts me in the deepest despair
Honestly, Yvonne, it means a lot to me that you finally liked something on LinkedIn again today. It's something. It's a lot better than nothing. I hope to see you again one day. I love you, in some crazy or hypersane way at least. 🫂-Tom
Sometimes I think eventually you'll see me again, even if it's in the distant future. It'll be so cool.
Honestly, Goddess Yvonne Haberlach, I'm worried I can't live — or feel alive — without feeling the kind of surreal affection I felt for you. And now that I met you, I fear my heart and I could never feel it for another. I fear I have no life without you. I'll spend my life waiting for you even if it's futile. If only you could let me give you service, care, respect, and anything you crave. I would get so good at understanding you and bringing you joy. I pray for the chance.
Goddess Yvonne, I loved being obsessed with you and thinking about you. I'm so sad you don't put out content. Please consider vlogging or something (and don't let @milalolli dominate it, ideally). All I can see is your linkedin. If you do put out content can you post it on LinkedIn or have khush or mila post it on x so I can find it. I wish I could take you to Burning Man this year or that we could just hang out at a library like we planned or anything. Life feels so relatively pointless with your absence. I honestly feel like I'm rotting most of the time. I somehow always feel like I miss you. I guess the connection just felt so strong that day. You're my favorite person. Existence just feels so empty because there are no traces of you for me to sense.
Goddess Yvonne, don't you think we'd be the absolute best companions to each other. We were fortunate to get to find each other in this crazy world. And now we are missing out so much by being apart. 🫂
I wish there were some way we could be together. I can't figure out anything I can do to win back your good graces.
@kb_rehman I recorded this for Yvonne last week. I've delayed posting it, wondering if it might be pathetic. I've shaved my facial hair since then. Part 1:
I'm in a terrible decline. Yvonne was my inspiration and she's been so withdrawn for so long. I feel doomed from this. I wish she'd talk to me, but failing that, can she do a podcast or anything to inspire me. she hasn't even liked anything on linked in for nearly a week. i just think i'm doing terrible because i'm missing my inspiration. it feels like i'm on a permanent decline without her. this is embarrassing to post but i have nothing to lose; i'm becoming nothing
I’ve had enough
With Fable 5 being gatekept from us, and now GPT 5.6 being gatekept, I’m going full open source
Just went to Microcenter and built this RTX 5090 computer. Will be adding a RTX Pro 6000 to it shortly
This brings my home AI lab to:
• 3 Mac Studio 512gb
• DGX Spark
• RTX 5090
• 2 Mac Minis
I’m building a home AI lab that will allow me to run and support as many local models as possible
I already have Qwen 3.6, Orinth1.0 and GLM 5.2 running. Will be adding more.
They’re all running on my new custom built AI lab platform that’s making sure these models do work 24 hours a day for me
With frontier models being gatekept, and hardware prices becoming outrageous (this build cost $9,000), it was time to pull the trigger
In 1 year I believe prices for hardware will be triple from here. Mac Studios starting at $10,000. Mac Minis starting at $2,000. MacBook Pros starting at $5,000.
2 years from now I don’t believe any hardware will be available to consumers
The time to strike was now and I struck
In an age where intelligence both in the cloud and in your home are being limited, I’m becoming sovereign.
It might be time for you to do the same.
@kb_rehman@grok She recently liked this post @grok. It's possible she's assigning it to me to read but I only know English. Please provide translation and explanation