being fucked so hard from behind that you collapse forward and then they lean over you and use their weight to keep you completely pinned so you can't do anything but whine and take it
having autism and trying to talk to people especially online just feels like a humiliation ritual 24/7 like sorry for consistently choosing the wrong dialogue option I guess bro
Is anyone else constantly scared of doing something wrong. Like I want to send a video to my friends and I copy the link and I have to check like 5 times to make sure its not secretly like a fucking animal torture video or something 🤐 I have more examples I'll make a thread
i want to become better for you
not because you asked me to
but because i don't want anyone else to become easier for you to love
i want you to keep choosing me
It feels like theres no way to really get over anything with bpd. If I think about something bad that happened to me, i physically feel exactly how I did when it first happened to me, regardless of how much time has passed. Feeling in extremes all the time is exhausting
any other autistic person had their msgs mistaken as rude as fuck so you started adding random shit into ur typing style so u dont seem like ure being rude😭
Me when I experience even a single second of rejection or accidentally make somebody mildly uncomfortable or upset (this means I am irreversibly evil and Satan forever and I can never redeem myself)