what do you do on a life of ups and downs you change for the better and yet still treated as that sunken ship they keep firing on no matter how many times you try to find another ship the only ship that fits you is the ship that's putting you throught the most.. toxic
2 things I have learned being a father and that is your kids will be the protection of happines against all neglection... your kids will eventually become your resolve as you put time effort love compassion and a Lil bit of leadership...