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edtwt | shtwt | 20 | female | BED | fat | ugly | funny

[🅻🅴🆇🅸 @willymagnet69]

Best ed song idc

[🅻🅴🆇🅸 @willymagnet69]

Doing my first 18 hour fast since like forever and it’s easy why did I stop intermittent fasting 😭😭 need to go back to 20 hours everyday tho

[🅻🅴🆇🅸 @willymagnet69]

My boyfriend is amazing (I’m tweeting from a new phone he got me) but he passively fat shames me or points out negative things on my appearance and he’s super attractive (could be a Calvin Klein model) so I’m always getting triggered but I know he doesn’t mean bad by it just ugh

[🅻🅴🆇🅸 @willymagnet69]

Gonna eat nothing but fruit and veg starting tomorrow and see what happens by the end of the month, not even counting calories just going off of plant vibes

[🅻🅴🆇🅸 @willymagnet69]

My boyfriend (military man/ health freak) keeps saying I’m a “strong eater” (once after he ordered me food and watched me eat it) so now naturally, I’m gonna do everything to “weaken” my eating because how fucking triggering is that ?!?! I still love him tho

[🅻🅴🆇🅸 @willymagnet69]

Having a boyfriend in the military who eats like a health freak has been triggering me so bad that I’ve come back ! Hi !

[🅻🅴🆇🅸 @willymagnet69]

It’s been so long since I’ve been on here damn

[🅻🅴🆇🅸 @willymagnet69]

Been a week since I started fasting and counting calories again and I’ve been doing really bad until yesterday (or so I thought), weighed myself and I’ve somehow lost 1.5kg???? Probs just water weight but damn that’s a lotta water weight 😭

[🅻🅴🆇🅸 @willymagnet69]

Back to 20 hour fasts, eating <1000cals and doing 10,000 steps everyday, I need to lose 9kg again literally just to do something good with my life at this point

[🅻🅴🆇🅸 @willymagnet69]

Wait I’m just realising now that it was around 3 months 🤦‍♀️

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I was telling my sneaky link (who is twice my age) how I lost 9 kg in just over a month and he was like super impressed 😭😭😭 didn’t even clock that it was disordered whatsoever

[🅻🅴🆇🅸 @willymagnet69]

I’ve been in denial about my bulimia being back for like two months now but this past week… I literally ate like 10,000 calories in two days and then ate maybe 4 meals for the next 4 days likeee 😭 and I will literally tell myself I gotta eat way less because I binged so bad

[🅻🅴🆇🅸 @willymagnet69]

@brutalleelarge Right here hi

[🛸 @tufthug]

sometimes u just gotta say "im gonna kill myself" then keep it movin

[Céa @thinfruit]

so this month was a fucking fail https://t.co/fypSJ4TqfY

[🅻🅴🆇🅸 @willymagnet69]

Literally staying awake next to my best friend so I can make sure she doesn’t choke on her puke in her sleep and die rn 😭😭. Wouldn’t have it any other way tho honestly 🤷‍♀️