the hang ups my brain has from childhood are so funny. why do i always think people are going to yell at me. i think everyone is going to punish me. my dentist. my property manager. the barista at the coffee shop. a person i pass on the sidewalk. my therapist. my—
timezones are so weird. australia is in 2024, america is in 2023 and i'm still at the restaurant, still sitting in a corner i haunt, cross legged in the dim light, they say “what a sad sight” i, i swear you could hear a hair pin drop right when i felt the moment stop
Honestly I’m getting so exhausted being a Taylor fan. Like I’m so happy for her that so many people love her now, but I honestly miss how it used to be. I think I’m too old to feel like I’m fighting for every single thing I want (concerts, vinyl, etc. )
taylor swift in 2011: from when your brooklyn broke my skin and bones i’m a soldier who’s returning half her weight, and did the twin flame bruise paint you blue? just between us, did the love affair maim you too?
travis kelce in 2011: i just gave a squirle a peice of bread
My copy of Iron Flame is being delayed and won’t get here until Saturday now. If my special edition of Fourth Wing is also delayed and I can’t at least read the bonus chapters tomorrow I’m going to be disappointed