so religion is deeply despised by me, I’m starting to hate all of my friends, I’m either going to kill myself, relapse or block everyone and start fresh maybe all three
At some point in mental illness you stop going “I’m so sorry it’s because of the depression/autism/adhd” and start going “I’m not well in the head. I do what I want. Stay out of my way” and this, ironically, will massively improve your day-to-day mental health