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[hyrax @101Iight]

Lowkey in a depressive episode but I don’t have time to worry about that rn.

[Yvng @JosiahYong]

warned a smoker about the detrimental effects of smoking on his lungs and he asked what the benefit of dying with healthy lungs would be

[c @cokebeyc]

im worried about everything but dgaf about anything

[𖹭 @dreeamberry]

when you finally do your laundry and all your top-tiers clothes are back

[𝕯eon @chiplichipli2k]

how it feels to be self-aware and still repeat self-destructive patterns

[ℛℴ𝓈ℯ 𓆩♡𓆪 @PorcelainRosexX]

when you've been restricting perfectly for a suspiciously long time so you know The Binge™ is about to happen

[J @witheredwain]

Restricting yet gaining☺️

[tori ݁⟢ 2/10kg @aromntic]

when the ruin ur life disorder ruins ur life

[‧₊˚ Kelsey * ੈ✩ @kelseyisstrving]

Having an ed is to be stuck in a cycle of waiting. Waiting for my next meal. Waiting for my fast to end. Waiting to check my weight. It’s fucking boring and exhausting

[J @witheredwain]

I’ve lost over 1kg this week and I feel so in control but not at the same time, like this disorder is really destroying me and I can see it happen in real time, but other times it romanticises the starvation and I feel infinite.

[J @witheredwain]

Thinking… what if I get real high and finally get a full nights sleep? It turns out that restricting gives me insomnia.

[J @witheredwain]

And there is something sick and twisted in my brain that revels in the fact that I am still the skinniest as a way to try and cope with the fact that my life is so lonely.

[lacyyyyy @losing_lacy]

"if you eat more than 700 calories you're not anorexic"

some of yall don't exercise and it shows, we aren't all bed rotters tyvm

[J @witheredwain]

I’m going to start doing at home workouts again, and although I was scared of losing muscle mass, I can still be lean and “strong”, or as strong as you can be when you always feel on the brink of passing out from restricting.

[J @witheredwain]

Crazy how your ed can manipulate your mind into believing things. I love my muscles and being strong, yet I am suddenly convinced quitting the gym is the best thing for me. I mean yes I will be saving money but I also will be able to be more disordered with exercise.

[J @witheredwain]

I almost passed out one too many times last night while with my friends, and it felt all too familiar to the time I fasted for 2 days and a half and then almost passed out on a main road.