Done better. I'm not wishing us back together, I know that page has turned, I know it's gone for good, and I understand that, but God I wish we could have made it work.
Almost a year later and I still see 30,000 things a day that I instinctively want to talk to you about. Shows and games we loved, new products you or we would like, Questions to ask you, since you loved that. I wish I could stop thinking about you. Gods I miss us. I wish we'd
I met somebody locally that I really like. She really likes me. She would be the second Little/Submissive I've had. I'm really trying to decide if I want this. I don't know if I want what I had with you with anyone else. It was special and deep and real. I think I'm gonna try...
Had you. There was no need for it. I had YOU. But you? I think from day 1 I was never the only person. Not really. I think you always wanted more. No matter how good you had it, how good we had it, it was never enough. Trust isn't something I'll ever have for someone now. Nobody.
I hope you read this. I hope you know how deeply you've destroyed me and my trust. Not for you, but for anybody. I wish you knew how highly I thought about you and believed in you and how much faith I had in you. From the moment we met. And that was my first mistake.
It breaks my heart and disgusts me that you did that to me. I thought you, and we, were better than that. I should have known better than to trust. I should have known better than to trust you. Especially after everything you'd done to me the first two times I gave us a chance...
I'm trying really hard to move on now, I met someone who really likes me, and I think I like her, but God it's so hard when I know I will always love you more than anything. When I know who the true love of my life is. God I wish we could go back and work things out. I miss you.
Over and over again. Had a good few years, but here I am again. I have a mattress, but that's literally it. Many of my things I love are gone. My comfort items, special interests, all gone.