For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me.
fortune teller told me it was my fate to die by my own hand but I'm hoping I can invert it in some way like jumping in front of a car to save a child or injecting myself with morphine at the age of 90 after being diagnosed with terminal cancer