Healing isn't always pretty, Sometimes it's crying at 2 AM, deleting numbers you still want to call and learning to live without closure, But that's growth-messy, real, and necessary
i hate how easy it is for you to act like we never happened. you’ll post, reply to other people, and live life normally while i’m still stuck overthinking every old conversation and checking if you viewed my story.
i keep telling myself to lock in and move on, but some days i still catch myself waiting for a text that isn’t coming.
the worst part is knowing i was the only one actually trying. i was consistent, i cared, i showed up… and you treated it like it was nothing. now i’m left trying to unlearn all the hope i had for us while you already moved on like it was easy.
i’m trying to choose myself, but damn it’s hard when a part of me still wants you to come back and actually try this time.