it's kind of embarrassing the older i get, like can you please stop being inconveniently mentally ill you've passed your grace years of where we can write it off as young adult angst
autism is never an excuse for hurting people, and i always want to apologize and make amends for when i make mistakes, but sometimes it can be a reason i Do Not get it unless someone can straightforwardly tell me 'ey this shit you did sucked bcs (____) '
i have fucked up and will likely probably in the future fuck up again but i trust that i've made friends that trust me enough to tell me what I said wasn't okay so i can know that and they feel comfortable telling me that so I can know
@Fluffvii thank you! i'll have to remake it someday maybe. i got rlly frustrated w figuring out the collar as someone new to sewing and ate my progress in anger