sasha

im a walking contradiction
digital diary

[sasha @wudkill]

need more access to things that will kill me

[sasha @wudkill]

i just chewed and spat one of my favorite foods but pork is too fatty to eat 😢😢🥹 eating some yummy cherries and kiwi to make up for it tho

[sasha @wudkill]

my honeymoon phase is over and im tweaing

[sasha @wudkill]

almost gave into food but im past it now im proud of myself

[sasha @wudkill]

bro im not hungry at all but i wanna eat so badddddf bro wtf do i even do

[sasha @wudkill]

im so bloated rn i actually am gonna puke

[sasha @wudkill]

i ate too much fiber and now the cramps are killing me so bad bro oh my god helpme

[sasha @wudkill]

ok i gave myself a metabolism day today and to be honest i really just want to purge it all out

[sasha @wudkill]

got home from the movies and now im eating breadless wings and getting drunk off tequila and all of a sudden i dont want to kill myself

[sasha @wudkill]

i think its funny that i still have life on my phone im never deleting it even if i cant even open the app

[sasha @wudkill]

i havent felt like properly hungry in a while if that makes sense like im barely eating yet my stomach is barely hurting hours later i hope i didnt hit a plateau ughh

[sasha @wudkill]

i used to have the insomnia that came with not eating but now im always so tired that i fall asleep around like 9pm

[sasha @wudkill]

goodmorning everybodie im eating this for breakfast
70 cals yum

[sasha @wudkill]

goodnight everybodie tomorrow when i wake up i get to eat sushi yummy yum yum

[sasha @wudkill]

i have no motivation to walk at all but i havent used my walking pad in 2 days so im just gonna thug it out

[sasha @wudkill]

oops i accidentally wasted too much time and i forgot to eat an hour ago and now my 4 hour eating window is up 🫩 im scared to binge so im just gonna eat now and fast like an hour or 2 extra tomorrow

[sasha @wudkill]

i might have to fit in a metab day soon even tho i dont want to because ive been super extremely fatigued and any small thing makes me extremely dizzy and its annoying

[sasha @wudkill]

finally weighed myself after my scale broke and i lost ten pounds but im not even excited about it i wish i lost more

[sasha @wudkill]

i wanna try making hwachae but the only issue is that the ice cubes my refrigerator makes tastes like dishsoap and i dont got an ice cube tray

[sasha @wudkill]

im irritated asf im irritated asf im irritated asf im irritated asf im irritated asf

[sasha @wudkill]

hate when bitches bigger than me have a skinner face fuck you