tonight was the most embarrassed i’ve felt in a while, i wanted to cry
but sitting out on stoop after work
i talked to darian and then daniel
it made me forget and feel ok
i’ve definitely cried 7 times today while packing my things for the move tomorrow and it’s not being triggered by objects or the slight stress of it all. memories of the past steady filtering through the air and into my watery brain
i love you mikey, i love you dinero
i remember being nestled in between you
listening to both of ya bicker
oh boy i bickered too
silly boys, i’m just missing you