Venus retrograde is intended to allow you to RECONSIDER the choices you have made in life, especially in love, relationships, and also the type of work you enjoy doing.
Opportunities will arise. Thoughts will emerge. Exes will knock.
Pause, sit and consider. Don't act yet.
@neospirituality Thank you very much. Last night was dark.
I knew very much what needed to be done but in that moment I struggled.
Thank you for your support 🐦🔥
@neospirituality I’m pretty sure I understand.
There is this war between logic and love.
I’m stuck in the middle.
Maybe I’m refusing to feel this fully hence the added tension and pain that arises.
Thank you brother. I needed to hear it from elsewhere.
All part of the plan. 🐦🔥
Gnosticism:
Not ancient wisdom but a calculated slander against life itself.
It declares the material cosmos a defective prison forged by a lesser, ignorant demiurge, trapping pure sparks of divinity in rotting flesh and corrupt matter.
This single claim poisons everything downstream: the body is vilified as a cage, nature as a realm of terror and illusion, women as symbols of entrapment, and all sensory experience as a trap to be transcended or destroyed.
The solution it offers: exclusive gnosis or secret knowledge…only deepens the damage.
It breeds fantasies of escape into simulated heavens, digital ascensions, or collectivist utopias where individual selfhood dissolves into abstract oneness.
These are not liberations but new prisons of ideas that reject the creative tension of duality and disharmony at the root of all genuine existence.
Worse, Gnostic thinking rarely stays contained.
It infiltrates religions, philosophies, and modern spiritual trends, demanding anti-natural disciplines that deaden the senses, suppress the body, and frame ordinary life as something to be fled rather than mastered.
By recasting the real world as fallen and artificial, it disarms responsibility, fosters disconnection, and replaces embodied wisdom with sterile detachment.
The result is not enlightenment but a sophisticated ideology of contempt that weakens the will and turns seekers into willing prisoners of their own abstractions.
One single field.
Emptiness, you cannot define it because once you do it’s no longer empty.
Everything is one step away from being nothing from falling back to the “emptiness” the infinite nothing.
You can see why some people become nihilistic during their spiritual journey.
At the end of any spiritual journey - you will uncover a person who is deeply exhausted and taxed from life, from learning, from realizations - from everything.
The fate of the seeker is not to find.
The fate of the seeker is to become tired.
To suffer a complete and total loss of purpose and meaning.
This is a part of every man's journey. He must be made to understand that there is no such thing as finding without first becoming lost.
Those of great spirit tend to inherit a sort of inner hollowness that comes with knowing a great deal of things.
While, in the past, knowledge and curiosity had a filling and rejuvenating effect - now it will only overflow, and come with a great and sudden weight.
All is rendered meaningless, devoid of fascination, and any need to share the profoundness of their knowing, or to profess their power, is lost.
Life becomes a burden, for the void-abyss of knowing is vast, and having gained awareness of this vastness, the once-youthful seeker finds himself an empty vessel - in need of being filled.
And, somewhere along this threshold, he will be presented with a crossroads of choices.
He may choose to surrender to his emptiness - to the unknowable nature of being, or he may set out to dominate that emptiness - to fill it with new wants and needs, and emotions, and words, and logic, and complex calculations, and secret spells and incantations.
The one who dabbles in these dark and desperate crevices of the self will unavoidably find himself needing to drain others for vitality, starved of self-fulfillment. Vampiric substrata will form, as unconscious behavioral programs, in the mind as a result of this newfound hunger.
Otherwise, he will have no power to wield - no motivation to go through life as previous, for he will have become truly and finally empty. Within his being, the dark and ignorant night of his soul will have been made complete.
Emotions burn brightly, and so do the fires of passion, but they do not burn for long, their fated end is to burn out. Today you might find yourself elated beyond measure, but that elation will eventually fade - with time - and reduce itself to nothing.
That is why we find ourselves becoming less emotional with time and age - as emotions are a limited resource that both arise and fade quickly.
At some point, these fires are bound to dim and fail - and their bearer will be left with nothing again, in an emptiness of their own making. Yes, there is firelight that consumes the very body it derives from, that requires stoking and deadwood.
The awakened man, the spiritual seeker, understands that he is--and has always been--that stoking, the deadwood vessel in which principalities may arise and fall - his earthly body serving as the means through which ritual is made accessible to greater being.
But, within that emptiness, he might also come to know that there is another fire - more subtle and dim - and one that can only be known when the burning tongues of all other passions have gone out.
The undying light of conscience - ever-burning in its strength. And the secret soul of God, and the proof of each man's sacred destiny.
And when man chooses to nurture this fire, to consume himself in its radiance, he invites a miracle to occur.
He begins to know himself - and his long and arduous journey is made complete, for through that inner knowing, he has made his emptiness conscious.
He is made full with not the second but the first light - the light of creation.
He is no longer stoking nor deadwood.
No longer an empty vessel.
For he has bathed and filled himself with the glorious radiance of his own conscience.
And he shines now without burning.
And meaning and purpose find him once more.
And his soul is made immortal.
And the vessel may be cast away.
But first it will be blessed with the fire of life, and made a home to gentleness and calm, so that others, for a time, may too dwell in its light.
AWAKENED SOULS - LET GO OF THE NEED TO "SAVE" ANYONE.
The urge to intervene and "save" someone is an egoic response hiding as virtue. Its a mirror for your consciousness - showing you that you STILL see 'light' and 'dark', you STILL think in dual and separation.
When you rush to rescue someone, you DENY the soul its ability to be victorious. Darkness is the womb of the soul. The difficulty at the beginning, the struggle, the pain and the suffering - these are the necessary experiences for a soul to consolidate its power.
If you rip a butterfly out of its cocoon early to "save" it from struggling, its wings will never develop the strength to fly.
REMEMBER -
The moment you position yourself as the "Light" fighting the "Darkness," you just signed up for the game of duality again! You become bound to the pendulum. The Universe will then forever manifest darkness in your life just so you can maintain your identity as the rescuer.
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No, this is not condemning saviors. Its a journey all Advanced Souls go through - I was right there too!
WHAT TO DO INSTEAD, is to SHINE YOUR LIGHT. Be yourself, express your truths as you are. BUT never shove it down anyone's throat. Let souls play in darkness, UNLESS they ask for your help specifically.
Those who need you WILL find your light, and God will help them through you
THAT'S IT.
Nirvana.
Social media algorithms are DEMONS feeding off your attention. They’re 24/7 studying your patterns and manipulating your behaviour so you can’t stop scrolling. Your focus is being stolen by an infinite slop machine that puts you into a hypnotic trance of mind numbing. Days blur together. You’ve forgotten your soul. They’re hijacking your identity and turning you into slop in human form. You can’t stop shaking your hands when you hear 67. You’re losing your soul, time and life. When you aren’t being hypnotised, you’re filled with anxiety and dread (YOU’RE LITERALLY ADDICTED). Your natural reward system (DOPAMINE) has been HACKED. If you have the COURAGE to move through the dread. You’ll see the glimmer of your soul. The Jewel lying in the ground. Shining BRIGHTLY. Stop filling your ground (MIND) up with slop (BRAINROT). The slop drains out by itself if you stop consuming it. The Jewel (YOUR SOUL) lies in there in all it’s beauty and you see that it’s the oracle reflecting your dreams. LIVE MY FRIENDS. Attention is the most valuable thing we have. Stop allowing yourself to be FARMED by slop factories. The greatest time in history is among us. Make the most of your reason and CREATE what is most beautiful to you.
Most humans, fundamentally, fail to recognize what life is.
What this world is.
They cannot grasp the strangeness of its nature.
Yet, when you grow to understand the world - not knowing something becomes impossible.
You are initiated into the knowing of every single thing, their purpose, their meaning, their function - all at once.
Because the context of the whole is made known to you.
It is exactly this knowledge that requires mental aptitude and a sort of inner readiness, for the risk of developing psychosis is significant and ever-present.
Fragmentation of self, rejection of the real - these are all prerequisites for forgetfulness.
And most humans live in that state of forgetfulness and amnesia.
Until they awaken to the great truth.
Until they remember that they never forgot.
The Most High never intended for you to suffer.
You created the suffering through your own choices and doings
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Every return back is met with a smile, a tight embrace that says how was it this time?
Suffering or experience?
You're not lost. You just havent written on paper what you actually want out of life in a while.
You're not far from God. You just havent dwelled in the Word long enough to feel Him tug at your heart.
You're not hopelessly single. You just arent ready to meet the one you'll marry yet, but be assured, you will.
Everything disastrous is a simple reframe away from being something incredibly productive
You're also not avoidant. You're just immature. Confront what you've been running from, and have the balls to go for what you want .
If you are lost and cannot hear yourself anymore, stop asking for signs. signs are for people who still believe God owes them an explanation. go eat a meal alone, in total silence. no screen, no book, no music, just you and the food. chew slowly. say out loud before you start, thank you for what is dying on this plate so i can live another day. most men have not said those words once in their whole lives, and they wonder why the world tastes flat. the meat died for you. the plant died for you. the ground gave up something it was growing so you could open your eyes tomorrow, and you shovel it down watching videos of strangers yelling. no wonder you feel haunted. you are eating death every day without greeting it. do this for thirty days, one meal a day, silent with gratitude aloud, and you will hear something you have not heard since you were a child
@BonesawMD Left for 6months last year and just as you’ve said I came back to the same place very little different.
Refined accounts down to those often talking on something different