Okay new intro 😛 I need a fresh start!1!1
⭐️Hi, I’m Xochi
⭐️ 21Yrs old, turning 22 in a few months!
⭐️I’m not new to shedtwt by any means
⭐️This will most likely be a food diary now
⭐️I may occasionally post a sesh but with so many changes recently I might be a bit absent.
• 2 slices pizza for breakfast bc im poor!! 😋 (500 ish cals with drink included)
•Another slice for lunch 😛 (350 w drink)
• Dinner (400 give or take)
(1,250 cals in)
Day 2 Food Diary & Schedule!!
•Woke up around 9
•Watched a few episodes of american dad
•Had breakfast :P
•Put on my Bikini
•Took the kids swimming! :)
•Brought them
home at around 4-5pm
•Showered
•Tidied my room a bit
•Did my spanish lesson 😛
Day 1 Food Diary & Schedule! :3
•Woke up at around 10
•Did makeup and got ready
•Picked up my Bikini!!
•Went home and put it on then went to the pool to meet up w friends :D
(All done while fasting!)
•Got home at around 5pm
•Made dinner!
•Had a shower :3
and i always have to catch myself bc i was literally already starting to gravitate towards this one guy but one hes way older than me and two i CANT WITH THE UNDER EMOTIONAL SHIT MAN I HAVE TO BE ABLE TO TALK MAN
UGH why do i have th saddled with such horrible taste in people like in what world does it make sense for me to be constantly falling for mean spirited emotionally unavailable assholes i always do it 😭😭 like why is that my type like i know why but FUCK STOP IT!!!
like i think my issue is that im a very emotional person and then i seek out under emotional people unintentionally and it just doesn’t work bc we operate differently
@sharpenedhalo genuinely it feels like there’s a pit of toxic waste just sitting in my gut when i fast like that does NOT feel
“pure” and “euphoric” 😭😭
things that scares me:
having kids
never having kids
employment
unemployment
getting married
never getting married
falling in love
never falling in love
living
dying