Trauma makes you tolerate a lot of shit you don't deserve because you don't want to lose people. Healing makes you realize some people don't deserve to be in your life, no matter how much you love them.
you do a lot for people because it’s who you are… but i can’t help but wonder if that was instilled in you at a young age. that you are only worthy of love if you are useful to that person. so you over perform and do the most for people you like, who may not even deserve it.