i truly believe i made myself sick the past few days from a broken heart. </3
finally feeling back to sydney, but sydney without Bubby is so foreign.
that rainbow bridge better exist. 🥀🐾
always go to sleep with the intention that tomorrow is going to be one of the best days of your life.
and wake up with gratitude like it's already happening.
thats the magic of "the best days of your life"-
they're almost always entirely random.
i remember i was in bed for months after my dad passed, this is the only picture i have from that time period- and it’s my favorite picture ever ❤️
tonight my best friend died in my arms, and as heavy as my heart feels, i atleast know bubby is in good hands.
all is well </3
don’t take the space where your dog sleeps every night for granted-
because one day that space will be empty and suddenly you’ll realize how much more room you have.
and then you’ll realize a new nightstand doesn’t fill the space. or a beautiful rug. or the perfect thrifted bookshelf. or moving an old dresser slightly over.
whatever it is that you love,
cherish the room it takes up.
Every time you share,
you light a torch for someone
feeling lost in the dark.
You guide.
You inspire.
You change.
Your words don't just help
someone overcome their obstacles.
Your words can eliminate the need to create them.
Two years ago I hit rock bottom after the loss my dad and losing myself to a 9-5.
Thanks to the following people my internal life have taken a complete 180.
This is who, and how they helped me (thread):
on my walk this morning i was listening to a random spotify playlist; in full transparency i was crying this entire walk lol (hard week)
but then fucking party rock anthem comes on
PARTY ROCK ANTHEM.
and i couldnt stop laughing lmao.
bad songs are the goat for bad times <3
I would slam cans of Mountain Dew
Now I slam cups of Cold Brew.
I’ve always “been a bro”
-I lift weights
-I eat meat and eggs
-I am building my online business
No difference.
Except that:
-I wear cuter gym clothes
-I eat more fats & seed cycle
-I build my business around my energy/hormone phases
I’ll always “be a bro”
Just a big sis now too
😏🫶🏼💋
as i’m entering 30, the only piece of advice i’d want every 20-something to know:
if you’re laying in bed next to someone every night and still feeling alone
leave.
leave, leave, leave.
please don’t waste your youth on comfort, the world is so big.
most people are cut out for the middle
it's a sad fact and why people who experience an upward spiral in their life try to save the people around them
save yourself
if they are meant for more - they'll reach out.
IT TOOK ME TWO DAYS BUT I FINALLY GOT MY SILLY HANDLE BACK
the straight up detective work i had to do on myself to gain access to that account was insane. but im consistent on all my socials now + my domain! this was the last puzzle piece, phew.
Being naked infront people is what I did for a living for 10 years.
1000’s of strangers have seen me orgasm.
And that’s no big deal.
So what does it say about me that I can bare my skin so easily, but when it comes to baring my heart right here, as Sydney,
I freeze.
12 years ago, I beat cancer.
Gifted a 2nd chance, I sure as hell was going to be happy about it.
So I studied the art of happiness.
A thread on the art 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙘𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚 of happiness (and how to cultivate happiness in your own life):