No I dont have to be somebody Im not. I'll accept myself even if others don't. I'll believe in myself even if others won't. I'll love myself even when others can't. Once I've done that, then I'll change the things I don't like about myself. Change has to start with acceptance.
These days I just wanna shut people out. I don't want to listen to others because I'm too full with my own thoughts. This is very sad considering the field Im pursuing.