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'93 til. logophile.

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Eliani is having a rough night and when I came home, she was hugging my pajama pants. Then she smelled my shirt before handing it to me. 🥹

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Today we put down kohcha after having to put Goma down in January of this year.

The love I experienced for them can never be expressed in words.

I miss them both so much already.

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My little babies are 14 today and they are the best things in my life. I love them so much and they’re the best doggies in the world. My little cuddly munchkins I wish I could keep you forever. Nothing makes my heart more full than these two

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Today, an older gentleman asked to sit at our table while he ate. Before he left he told me he can tell I’m a good mom cause he was hearing me talk to Eliani. First, I hope that man only has good karma. Second, I need to pay more attention to what I’m saying to Ellie

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Someone asked if I was a Disney princess 🥹 and not to my face which makes it that much more of a compliment

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Fortnight sounds like a LANY song and I love it

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Tonight was ROUGH. Babygirl cried so much and so hard and would not let me put her down. I let her sleep on me for over an hour and finally transferred her and I think she’s so exhausted from the crying that she’s staying asleep. Think we’re in the 4 month regression 🥴😵‍💫🫠

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Will has a coworker that I always thought was sus and she got a gift for our daughter which I think is weird af but he wants to tell me she’s not into him okay sure

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I am an absolute wreck about putting my dog down.

And my daughter cried the entire time so he didn’t even go in peace.

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6 weeks and I still don’t feel like a mom or believe this kid is mine but I also don’t feel like me and my hairline is getting worse

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My baby slept for 4 hours straight last night 😭🥹 which means I got to sleep for 4 hours straight last night.

I did not anticipate how gnarly my nights were gonna be. Going to sleep at 1230 and waking up once at 450am then going back to sleep for 2 hours is a DREAM

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On day 2 of my daughter being sick, we now bring in cluster feeding 💀

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Obsessed with my daughter and the fear I’d love my dogs more than her has been squashed but now I feel immense guilt for the lack of attention I give my dogs since I’m not cleared to pick them up and don’t feel comfortable with them laying on me yet 😭

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Only on my third week of breastfeeding and already waiting for the day I never have to breastfeed again 😭

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The days fly by when you have to block them every 3 hours 😵‍💫🥱

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Will and I both have this dreadful fear once the sun goes down and we approach night time as we know it’s going to be another sleepless and tiring night

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I also changed my baby’s diaper for the first time today since I finally could. Took 8 days for that too

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Postpartum recovery has not been good to me. It’s been absolute hell but I just went to the bathroom for the first time by myself without any help from Will so it basically took me 8 days to do that

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All I do every day is drink water cause I’m so thirsty then pee cause pregnant and water drank then drink more water then pee and repeat. I think I pee 3 times an hour at minimum

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I very much know I’m supposed to be gaining weight but watching it go up does not get any easier

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Can’t wait for the day I don’t pee every 20 minutes 😮‍💨