I've never found my true passion/desire/obsession, or what I'm "best at". I’ve wasted my entire life so far. I was able to see this truth thanks to your work. and with you being my ONLY source for what seems like truth in the past few years, I was able to realize that at the bottom line, every time I'm trying to think of the reason I don't have what I want or actually don't know what I truly want. It boils down to seriousness. I keep finding excuses like destructions or difficult upbringing but eventually, I get to lack of seriousness. And this is where I get stuck. I don't want to wait to become serious because I know that this is lack of seriousness by itself. I want to ask you for guidance, or what question I should ask myself to go deeper? But I'm afraid that is again a sign of lack of seriousness.
Thank you master Kapil.
I’ve never found my true passion/desire, or what I’m “best at“. With you being my ONLY source for truth in the past few years, I was able to realize that at the bottom line, every time I’m trying to think of the reason I don’t have what I want or actually don’t know what I truly want. It boils down to seriousness. I keep finding excuses like destructions or difficult upbringing but eventually, I get to lack of seriousness. And this is where I get stuck. I don’t want to wait to become serious because I know that is lack of seriousness by itself. I want to ask you for guidance, or what question I should ask myself to go deeper. But I’m afraid that is again a sign of lack of seriousness.
Thank you master Kapil.
@KapilGuptaMD Is financial freedom a mechanical endeavor, or requires a pathless approach that cannot be prescribed to one self?
Thank you, master Kapil.
@KapilGuptaMD So far in my journey, all I can find is that I want to be free, but that freedom requires a financial freedom, I understand that it is a belief, and that might be the only thing that is actually preventing me from being free, yet I can’t get over that belief at the moment..
@KapilGuptaMD but I am still the prisoner of my mind. I still cannot understand and find what is truly mine and what I actually want. Does it all mean that I’m still just not serious enough?
That’s the only conclusion I find..
@KapilGuptaMD I’ve been exposing myself to your truths For the past 2.5 years, it’s destroying everything. Intellectually I understand that it’s all scam, perpetuated by my conditioned mind. I can see the falsity in everything in society and in my own experience and my mind, but not viscerally