yan

he/him | 20

[yan @ynwntted]

okay i need edtwt mutuals
hi i am yan, i use he him pronouns (desi)
starting weight --55 kgs
goal weight -- 39kgs

[yan @ynwntted]

granola and yoghurt

[yan @ynwntted]

@yvelvsberries bought myself three packs

[yan @ynwntted]

guys greek yogurt tastes so good

[yan @ynwntted]

@clementine_vic and i am not even saying that because i am disordered

[yan @ynwntted]

@integraloflove when i turned 18 only then i had the courage in me to ask for cigarettes and the shopkeeper looked at me and said show me ur id unfortunately at that time i had nothing to prove that i was 18

[yan @ynwntted]

oh they don't care

[yan @ynwntted]

bought cigarettes and now i will have to show my id card great!

[yan @ynwntted]

@val0r1c what the fuck

[yan @ynwntted]

@Ky0nyaa not available in my country #thirdworlder 🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁

[yan @ynwntted]

should i just try cigarettes to kill my appetite but i dont want to rely on drugs

[yan @ynwntted]

god wow

[vanessa @thyhighs]

green thai curry steak. i was really proud of this. it was rly rly good

[yan @ynwntted]

i miss when kpop was fun

[yan @ynwntted]

bought cigarettes and now i will have to show my id card great!

[yan @ynwntted]

@Marshalisnthere same, its just awful like wow will i ever get better but its hard to be sane about it

[yan @ynwntted]

honestly what nade me recover was my seizure from last year but im willing to risk it all. its incredibly sad that i have been on edtwt since 2019, i was 13 wow

[yan @ynwntted]

@pyan700c what the hell ugh

[yan @ynwntted]

guys how do i make peace with the fact we haven't spoken with eachother the entire week sort of. he's busy with exam and family and i am focused on my ed and wanting to kill myself

[yan @ynwntted]

bf is busy and we haven't talked properly for 3 days

[yan @ynwntted]

i feel so embarrassed putting myself out there to cis people because i know they don't take my sexuality or transness seriously. tbh idec but its just awful being trans and a lesbian

[yan @ynwntted]

@Jiakgs i need to learn from you why does everything look so good

[yan @ynwntted]

@Jiakgs im obsessed with fries and potato wedges and mushroom alfredo pizza

[yan @ynwntted]

okayyy

[yan @ynwntted]

im a fake anorexic because i need motivation to get by the week and that i do by buying myself food.

[yan @ynwntted]

@Marshalisnthere that's so cool!! i understand the paranoia, as i too am scared of revealing my job because what if my irls find me

[yan @ynwntted]

@Marshalisnthere oh yeah i remember my camera being delivered at my neighbors im so happy they decided to give it back