meowza

runt of the art community pls a mutual to spare

[meowza @zai_meows]

first thing atsushi sees after venturing out to south london #agathachristiebsd #fyodorbsd

[meowza @zai_meows]

yeah i wont do the background fuck u fyozai go sit on the half shaded couch it’s wha u lot deserve

[meowza @zai_meows]

dude we can’t both put the m in s&m that’s not how the song goes #fyozai

[meowza @zai_meows]

i went back to a guys room one time and i noticed as i sat on his bed that he had one singular book laying on his headboard so i picked it up to find out it was the art of war and it was the only book he owned mind u, that was so hot

[meowza @zai_meows]

this is so bizarre first controversy i’ve seen on bsdtwt, signal for me to find a job quicker

[rina ☾ @yunibina]

U guys are sooooooo weird

[meowza @zai_meows]

@moonsdog7 imagine the plants growing out of ur ass once ur dead and the mortician sees it i shudder thinking about this 😰

[meowza @zai_meows]

@mushitaroslove idk i’m scared

[meowza @zai_meows]

today i brought a ramen packet back, butmy new place has zero cutlery see i think i must be mentally challenged wtf am i going to eat the ramen with now furthermore what bowl was i intending to use for it what’s going on 😭 i should just sleep fuck this

[meowza @zai_meows]

i love atsushi so much he’s literally me idk why i don’t draw him no i know why his hair annoys me that’s why

[meowza @zai_meows]

@moonsdog7 thank you so much for the help 😭 i honestly feel better now that i dumped it all out and honestly it’s mostly an issue cause we’re in the same uni course and many classmates are in the friendship group so it just gets a tad bit isolating, i’ll live 🙂‍↕️

[meowza @zai_meows]

what is it with guys once you’ve ended things and they block u and then get their friends to completely unfriend u irl as well😭😭 acting like i cheated THIS IS THE SECOND TIME THIS HAS HAPPENED TO ME i keep losing friends cause of this 😭😭😭 anyone else experience this? im sad

[meowza @zai_meows]

@boyswillbebugxs its probably correct what you said, for some reason i cant grasp someone wanting so desperately to make another look bad i even ended things in a civilised way considering everything, but you are right 😞 its just easier to blame myself

[meowza @zai_meows]

@moonsdog7 like my ex suddenly began to invest attention and time into our mutual friends as soon as things ended and it makes things very awkward for everyone if i come around to our friend group because he’ll be around and he goes absolutely silent and acts like i’ve ceased to exist

[meowza @zai_meows]

@boyswillbebugxs wait you have a good point because even in the relationship he seemed to care a lot about how popular he was, also i feel like i did take it extremely personally since it sort of hurts to know how quickly someone’s image of u can be skewed by what another says 😪

[meowza @zai_meows]

@moonsdog7 omg i’m so glad i’m not the only one even if it’s upsetting you had to experience this as well, but is that the only workaround? i really enjoy making friends with anyone i meet, also thank u i’m doing okay! it’s just difficult to express some things to people yk irl 😭

[meowza @zai_meows]

@sskklvr that’s crazy cause fics are like the best way to practise simply because u can write imperfectly and people will love it regardless

[meowza @zai_meows]

i shouldn’t care but omg how do i keep attracting these weird ass manipulators who end up sabotaging the friendships i have after i break things off with them this sucks so bad i could die im never dating anyone ever again clearly it isn’t for me

[meowza @zai_meows]

@sskklvr OMG i’ve been saying this it’s a shock how so many people are agreeing it’s a good thing as if it won’t push more people to vote for reform in the general election

[meowza @zai_meows]

@ChimeraRoll lucy i love u 😭😭