i just want to be loved consistently. to feel chosen, never questioned. to be noticed, cared for, and never feel like someone's curiosity about me has faded. i want to feel wanted without having to ask for it. i want to be loved, too. is that really too much to ask?
too much to be just friends, yet too little to call it something more. i want to move forward, but i don't want to ask for what isn't freely given. i want to stay, but i don't know what i'm staying for.