misho //edtwt//

▫️25
▫️they/them
▫️cw 6?? kg
▫️50 kg
▫️ugw 40 kg
▫️ pro recovery!
▫️bed/fake ana/not even disordered just lying to everyone

//non-edtwt and minors DNI//

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

btw if i like/repost/comment on your tweet and you're a minor, it's bc i basically never check the profiles of the posts i see on my feed, if you're uncomfortable with an adult interacting with you, BLOCK ME PLEASE!!
i will NOT follow minors, ever, even if i agree with your post!

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

i wish i lived alone, i don't want to clean up anyone else's messes or have stuff done half-assed just bc i'm not the one doing it, it's just so bothersome bc i live this apartment and i don't want to move in the winter AND i don't have enough money to move yet

[raiden? @emptyparadisaea]

i need to shut the fuck up no one cares abt me the way i ever want them to

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

oh yeah i got the invitation to my first appointment at the trans clinic thingy, i gotta go there next month. nothing special is gonna happen bc it's my first appt but it'd a strp forward at least

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

@13be9ches i'm just genuinely fucking stupid💀💀 i know i should know better at my grown ass quarter of a century age but i am fucking dumb as hell i hate it as well😭😭😭

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

where's that screenshot of the trisha video that is captioned something like "why i'll always be fat and miserable" bc that's me rn, i should've died the first time i attempted

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

also i love adult money (when i happen to have it), just got an LP of an album of my favorite artist AND a vinyl player!! this means i suddenly have to become a person who collects vinyls and listens to music in general when others can hear it

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

i sewed myself a waistcoat but i forgot to wash the fabrics before construction... does this mean i should starve myself in case it might shrink in the washer and no longer fit me

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

@S0ulGhoul girl (sorry idk ur pronouns) you can do better

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

@chaitealover300 @maybellinaa omg i would crash out DAILY if i had to desl with someone like that😭😭😭😭😭

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

@aeriflvr it is difficult if you try to do it at once, it's wayyyy easier if you beeak it up into smaller amounts. like go window shopping, take a short walk a few times a day, get a job which requires you to walk around etc. there's no need to do it in one sitting!

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

i got snakebites like four days ago and i like how they look but they're a bit sore and the starter studs are so long they're constantly in the way, i gotta wait almost two more weeks until i can get them switched to the shorter ones and i don't have the patience😔😔

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

@lulucalsss that's not a requirement for being disordered, more of a matter of aesthetic preference. i think she looks just fine

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

i fucking love hard boiled eggs

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

i think i'm developing actual alcoholism, i feel like drinking beer every day and i feel like it's getting increasingly difficult to resist the urge to buy beer if i don't already have some. i don't like this at all, i need to lock in i can NOT become an alcoholic

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

@kissesforedgar i didn't consider it "too deep" but basically just was drunk, hit beans, waited for a while and when the cuts wouldn't stop bleeding (didn't want to stain my bed) i just called an ambulance and they took me to get stitched up which fucking SUCKED and then i went back home

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

i'm so fucking fat and i guess i'll stay that way forever bc i can't stop eating and even if i was broke my fat fuckkng ass (derogatory) would find a way to spend all my money on food <333 i wish i was dead <333

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

like i'm not depressed or anything, i got some stuff i'm looking forward to in the near future, but like ceasing to exist would be just as nice you know?

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

i'm not even actively suicidal or anything rn but i've thought about hanging myself a few times tonight, like not even in an "i wanna die" way but like "might as well" way, like in a very indifferent kind of way

[meret⁷ Ი⑅𐑼 @meretdolll]

it never occurred to me that some ppl on here could just be straight up lying abt their weight and bmi

[misho //edtwt// @zerocalmiso]

@mango_angel07 girl omg i hope you're safe, none of that is your fault it's good that you opened up about a shitty situation, it sucks the psychiatrist would immediately snitch even when it very clearly would put you in danger. i hope you'll get away from them soon!!